This has been a sad and emotionally challenging weekend for me - one of those times where you realize just how lonely you really are. Fortunately, I am a very optimistic person, and it’s not often that I go through these “funks”.
I met Barry and his wife Laura for lunch on Friday. We ate at the Mellow Mushroom, and my vegetarian hoagie was just awesome! We took some photos for use on the Self Portrait Challenge.
On Friday night, I went to see Born Yesterday at the Clarence Brown Theatre. Once again, I was dateless. Everywhere I looked, there were happy couples. Being in the midst of my funk already, it was difficult to watch. On a brighter note, the play turned out to be pretty good, but not one of the best I’ve seen.
This morning I got up early and got my car to the dealership for service. I got an oil change, and a tire rotation and balance. Afterwards, I decided to take Kevin’s advice and go check out the new Mast General Store. It was awesome! There were all sorts of old toys and candy that I had completely forgotten about - including paper dolls! If you’ve read much of my blog, you know that I was crazy about paper dolls when I was a kid. Mast also had wax lips, wax bottles, Raggedy Ann and Andy dolls, Pop Rocks, Bottle Caps, chattering teeth, a huge selection of Curious George memorabilia (you’ll love that, George!), candy cigarettes, toy guns, and all sorts of other blasts from the past.
I am meeting Kevin at 4:00 today. We’re going to see Hollywoodland.
I signed up for private swim lessons as a surprise for Brico. He’s a huge fan of the water, and I would love to be able to swim with him. I took my first lesson on Thursday, and afterwards, I just couldn’t keep the secret any longer. I was excited about my progress, which included learning to float on my back and in a vertical position, and staying completely underwater for 10 seconds. Having been terrified of having my head underwater since I was a kid, this was a very big deal for me! So anyway, I blew it. I told Brico. I figured I could use the support, and he has always been very supportive. In retrospect, maybe I should have tried a little harder to keep my secret. Brico has enough to worry about right now.
My second lesson is tomorrow at 2 PM. I hope to be swimming decently with a few more lessons. Wish me luck. It wasn’t easy to convince myself to undertake such a task. I’m going to start visiting the gym pool to practice what I’m learning.
I hope you all have a great weekend.
September 9th, 2006 at 2:58 pm
Swim lessons! That’s big! You’ll be a mermaid soon!
September 9th, 2006 at 5:58 pm
congrats on the swimming lessons! My mother didnt learn how to swim til I was in high school…..so I know that fear you possess around it. She had to….to keep ups with the little mermaid she was raising….LOL )I guess along the same lines as Aspen?!?..wink wink).
Hope you get out of your funk….count your Brico blessings when U slip…..Im sure it will pass quickly!
September 10th, 2006 at 8:21 am
Oh how I know that funk. Your doing it right and keeping busy.
I’m so excited about your swim lessons, you will do great!
We all love you! Can ya feel it?
September 10th, 2006 at 10:32 am
Congrats Tish! Both on the swimming lessons and on the funk. Learning to swim is a fantastic challenge for you, and you should be so proud! And the funk? Hey, we all go through them, even when madly in the first stages of love. It reminds us that we’re normal, not just manic.
I think a mermaid is a great Halloween costume for you! Guys always dig it in that *wink wink* kind of way.
September 11th, 2006 at 9:16 am
Swim lessons…awesome. I love to swim and it’s a great exercise.
Sorry I couldn’t call while in Knoxville but I dont’ have your number.
September 11th, 2006 at 12:25 pm
splish splash
if i told you how cool i think you are for facing your fears would you think i was hitting on you?
damn you too hu?
lol
(way to go!!!!)
September 11th, 2006 at 2:56 pm
You did it for you, not for anyone else. Self improvement is always good, and now you have another exercise avenue, good job.
September 12th, 2006 at 2:26 pm
you were dateless? “dateless”?? um… i HOPE so! im sorry you had to go alone but i rather expected you but be ‘dateless’!
September 12th, 2006 at 9:42 pm
Well, you know I’m feelin’ you on the weekend blues!