The Kat House

I found this meme over on Addict’s site, and I just couldn’t resist.

List ten things you want to say to ten people you know but you never will, for whatever reason. Don’t say who they are. Use each person only once.

1. You bore me. That’s why I never answer my phone.
2. You hurt me. The years we spent together changed the person I was into the person I now am. You instilled mistrust and doubt in my heart, but my experiences with you also turned me into the strong woman I am today. I forgive you.
3. I wish I could take your struggles from you and bear them myself.
4. Even if things don’t go as I hope they do, you already have a very big piece of my heart. I look forward to many more wonderful times together. Thank you for being the special person you are.
5. I’m sorry that I broke your heart. You treated me like a princess every day that we were together, and you loved me without conditions. I’m sorry that I wasn’t able to love you that same way.
6. Thank you for seeing my potential, for believing in me, and for giving me an amazing opportunity.
7. I miss you. You taught me many valuable lessons in life, and I still think about you often. I’m sorry that I didn’t visit you in the hospital that last time you asked for me. I’ve regretted it for the last 13 years. I love you.
8. Thank you for your guidance in my times of need. I look up to you, and I hope that someday I can have a similar impact on someone else’s life.
9. I wish that we hadn’t grown apart. We used to be so close and have so much in common. Now we hardly talk.
10. I’m sorry that I didn’t attempt to be your friend. I’m sorry that I didn’t recognize the pain that you were carrying with you. If only I had smiled or had said a kind word, maybe you would have grown up into a wonderful person. Maybe you’d be alive today.