The Kat House

I’ve been in a funk for the past couple of weeks. It’s nothing personal, but I just haven’t much felt like talking to anyone. I just want to be left alone. I don’t want the pressures of any obligations outside of work.

I took a break from NBF for a few days last week after the conversation I blogged. I had a lot of doubts and needed my space. I finally talked to him Friday, and we talked again last night. He wanted things to be back to normal again, and he suggested that we get together tonight and spend some quality time together. It’s now almost 1:30 AM. I haven’t heard a peep from him all day. I refuse to be strung along, so I’m cutting my losses now.

I’ve also been struggling with some stalker issues. George has been telling me for far too long that I put too much info out there (or perhaps I should say “here”) about myself, and that eventually I’d be bound to find my privacy compromised. That day has arrived. I’m not concerned for my safety, but the idea that someone has taken it upon himself to dig into my personal life without my permission really pisses me off. As far as my blogging goes, I will continue to do it just as I have done it before. This is my blog. My space to write whatever I’d like. And I was aware when I started it that there was a possibility that anyone (friend or foe) could stumble across it.

As I mentioned a while back, my gym closed without any notification to its members. There are two other locations in town, but neither is convenient to where I live. Fortunately, I was able to get out of my contract. I went with Jake to his gym yesterday, and I signed a three year contract. The gym is awesome, and they have lots of cool activities that the old gym didn’t have. They offer a lot of interesting classes that I plan to take - Tai Chi, Bellydancing, Water Aerobics, and Body Combat. Jake will be my workout partner every other week. On the opposite weeks, I’ll work out alone. And who knows? Maybe I’ll make new friends there. My old gym was for ladies only. The new one has men too!

I want to thank my friends who have made a point to show their support during the funk. Brico, it was great talking to you again today. You have been one of the best friends a girl could ask for. I love you! Kalani, I owe you an email, so expect to hear from me tonight! George, there are no words that can explain how grateful I am for your friendship. You’ve been the one person I’ve confided in throughout the entire ordeal, and every other ordeal that has presented itself over the last couple of years. Thank you! And thanks to the rest of you - you know who you are!

Brico is currently making a music mix CD for me, and I am so excited! He has awesome taste in music, and I know that he’ll pick some great tunes! He put together some Jimmy Buffett tunes for me a while back, and I always enjoy listening to them.

It doesn’t seem like three weeks have passed, but tomorrow is my glaucoma checkup. Hopefully the new drug combo has been doing what it should.

That’s all, folks! Have a great night!