I am really starting to hate the whole dating game. I’ve had date after date after date, and I still have nothing to show for it. I don’t know why, but my luck has always been bad when it comes to relationships. I long to have a nice guy in my life who will love me just as I am. Instead, I end up meeting every jerk known to mankind.
I met a guy through work a couple of months ago, and I really liked him a lot. He seemed to like me too. Being in HR, however, I can’t really date a coworker. Anyway, Josh’s last day working there was last Friday. He came back into work on Tuesday to take care of a few last things, and he told me of his interest in me while he was there. I was so excited! He called me that night, and we talked for hours. I saw him the next day, and he kissed me and told me that he couldn’t wait to spend more time with me and get to know me better. Things seemed to be going perfectly.
We discussed seeing each other this weekend. I didn’t hear from him on Thursday, so I left him a message asking if he wanted to get together on Friday night. No return phone call. It’s now the wee hours of Saturday morning. Still no phone call, and I’m guessing that at this point, I won’t get one. I just can’t understand it. Why would he just suddenly disappear like that? Seems like it’s the story of my life…
I certainly hope that there’s a guy for me out there somewhere. The nights get so lonely.
